How does your world crash without your action? Do the infinite array of other connections pass you by and leave you wondering what the hell happened? Trust is having one area of your life that you don't have to worry about, that you don't have to perform to, that you can rest your weaknesses on. What happens when trust dies? The burden of earth's mess falls on you and only you. I have never felt so alone.

The last hope for the sanity of my conscience betrayed my conscience. My descisions once again bit me in the ass.

What is trust worth? Is it worth sacrificing a piece of your life to rid yourself of betrayal.

No, I'm going to pretend I was never betrayed because I know that it is not worth the sacrifice. No one need know that I am not ignorant.

But you. You are the tool of revenge. You are weakness. You are the thing I asked you to protect against. But I asked too much of you so the blame is on me.

So now I'll be the fool and see what good comes of it.